Wednesday, February 19, 2020

Hesitating on the Road to Damascus


Did I escape a calamity on Monday at noon or is fate only stalling?  This blog post is a little long and a little different.  It's kind of a John Wesley Harding of blog posts.. 

Let me just say that the past couple of days I’ve been thinking that I don’t want to fight God’s will and if God wants Trump to continue as president then I’m in no position to argue about it.  I’ve been looking at the democrats and their debate and somehow you could stamp the word “loser” over all of them.  I can almost read the mind of the TV viewing public and know what they’re thinking.  Scripture says to have the mind of God, and I want to get inside God’s mind and figure out why the conservatives love Trump.  I am also haunted by that scripture in Acts that says “We dare not attack this movement or we could well be in a position of fighting against God, if it’s successful”.   The phone rang a little before nine and it was Paul.  I had my wish.  I got to hear why conservatives love Trump.   I told him I was still a registered Republican.  I never made the transition to democratic, and I would be voting for Governor Weld or somebody.  Paul thought that was a waste of time since Trump was such a great president, who would think of voting for anybody else?  Paul doesn’t care about all of the Russian stuff.  The way Paul puts it is “Nobody would selfishly opt to become President so that any way Trump could get to become president, it’s a good thing because he is helping the country.  I told him Trump gave a perfect State of the Union address and Paul hadn’t seen it.  I expressed doubt as to whether things were as economically perfect as Trump says they were and Paul says “Of course all those good things are true”.   I did not dispute his words because I was on a mission to find out what he believed and not tear his argument with economic facts and figures acquired over the decades.  I did say that I didn’t want Bernie Sanders as the nominee.  This contradicts what I wrote Tim last week.  The socialist label is just too much and Trump will kill him on it during the campaign.  Paul agrees with me or God or whoever that Trump will be elected to a second term, that will likely be more successful than his first term.  I also told him about that other problem that cropped up yesterday at noon.  Paul said that Tim has doubled his blood pressure medication because of all the stress of impeachment and the debates.  I brought up getting the records and books from Dr Levy and Paul said there is no rush.  I wasn’t in any hurry was I?  And I said “No”.   Paul hadn’t called about anything in particular.
After the phone call I asked Joe “Do you suppose I should start listening to conservative news sources and cutting back on progressive ones?”  Joe said he didn’t know.  I think it might be a good idea to put a little distance between myself and Stephanie Miller and Thom Hartman.  Paul called it an “advantage” that he doesn’t listen to main stream media.   Paul told me about this case where he recommended that an athletic boy who loves baseball should have a male parental figure but that he was forced to put him up with a lesbian couple.  I mentioned that I hadn’t really prayed much about Satan sabotaging our morals, which is what Paul says will happen if any democrat gets elected.  Some mastermind is controlling all of the democratic candidates and they are getting ready to unleash a fantastic plot to take over the county’s morals in 2021.   Joe just said “It’s hard to pin down who the devil really is”.   After this I turned on Let’s Make a Deal and after this it was The Price is Right.  Drew Carrie’s girlfriend got murdered yesterday and he is temporarily curtailing taping.  Actually I haven’t prayed much for myself lately but I have been praying for other people like these people under quarantine from the Corona virus.  A lot of people need our prayers like the flood victims in Mississippi.
I shaved because I knew money draw was on its way.  I went down at a quarter after ten and sat down in a black chair but the line wasn’t moving and the door wasn’t open.  I went out to smoke and then I went back to watch a little more TV.  As it approached a quarter to eleven I figured I getter get in line.  Now there were only a couple of people in line ahead of me and Phyllis said Jennifer started “a long time ago”.  I got in to see Jennifer and she already had the eleven dollars for me that I had left in my account.  Jeff Anderson was at our table.  I remarked that yesterday evening the water pressure seemed down and Jeff agreed with me.  Tanya put on a jacket just as I was thinking of taking mine off because I was warm. We had real chicken for the first time in maybe years. We had chicken on the bone and it was nicely prepared but rather salty.  We had cheesy potatoes with it and vegetables.   We had an actual big slice of watermelon for dessert.  Jeff got more than we did.  After this it was Gary and Shannon and then Swamp Watch.  Bernie Sanders and Mike Bloomberg are going at it.  Beggars can’t be choosers.  If it’s Bloomberg as the nominee I will happily vote for him.  Nobody is paying attention to his background because the mainstream American seems so far to the right that it doesn’t matter. 
Today was a key episode on Days of our Lives.  Gabriel’s little stunt with Julie’s pace-maker has been fully exposed with a little help from J J.  Apparently Julie’s pace-maker was de-activated but nobody knew that except Julie.  Also “Uncle Bill” as Julie used to call him, has died.  Doug owes Bill his reformed life.   Dr Saran finally showed up this week.  I heard the names called earlier and went down but then went back up till two when I went down again and nobody was in line to see the doctor.  My temperature was high by my standards at 98.7 and my blood pressure was 128 over 80 and that’s pretty good.  Dr Saran still doesn’t have my blood test that I took several Saturday mornings ago.  I mentioned that maybe I was low on B vitamins and the doctor said “We’ll know when we get the results”.  He did not discourage me from taking my own B vitamins.  A few minutes later I was called down to the phone for a reminder of Autumn about my dentist appointment tomorrow at nine thirty.   I should have mentioned my cough.

Yesterday morning I had the Thom Hartman show on.  I’ve had the feeling that something bad was going to happen over this three-day weekend but I couldn’t tell you what.  Augustine came in the room and said we were getting a new shower head and this one would have a hose.  Then the other guy came in but he couldn’t install it because we had incompatable fittings and he had to go buy the right part.  During the morning I was having this thought about the “Sea of Death” like Ramses talked about in the Ten Commandments.  As you know this symbolism of water separating the land of the living and “Heaven” is even apparent in the first chapter of Genesis where God said that “The Heavens” were actually above a vast resavuar of water surrounding the earth.  There is the symbolism of “Crossing over Jordan” and also the Nile River was seen as a river of death and the Egyptians built their cities on the east side of the river but they had the Pyramids on the west side.  In my I Ching triagram elements thing back in the summer of 1983 I had “The abysmal water” as aqua green and “to the west”.   As long as you asked, this realm of the dead is just like this physical universe except that it’s populated by dead people.   There are “terriestrial” inhabitants right here in southern California such as Bajorans, Romulans and Cortessians.  And all of the planets on stars we have talked about through the years are there.  And there is no worry about the fifth dimension.  It would seems there are travel restrictions between planets and Alcyonne alias God is the traffic cop that hands out travel permits.  But we need more information here.   It’s possible that this is a mirror image of our universe.  (some say that)  The Sea of Green is the psychic link enabling psychic communication over the vast distance.  Does that help?  Today (not yesterday) at lunch Patty remarked about her new shower fitting.  Then Glen got the crowd’s attention.  I had the feeling it wasn’t going to be good.  When he said “A lot of you have lived here more than a few months are familiar with- - - and right at that moment I KNEW it wasn’t going to be good.  At this point we are leaving our blog readers in suspense because God told me not to share it with you people. 

President Trump has gone on a pardoning spree.  He has pardoned that Blogoiavich who sought to sell political influence, and also Rudy Giuliani’s police chief, who was convicted of tax fraud and also junk bond merchant Michael Milkchen.   Now there is talk of pardoning Roger Stone.  If it happens none of us have the power to stop it.  It’s whatever God’s will is.  God is the ultimate soap opera writer and none of us has the means to contradict anything he does.   We are told of all the prosecutors who don’t like the way Trump is handling his job.  Trump now calls himself “the chief law enforcement officer”.   Paul told me that before Trump ran for president Paul didn’t like him at all.  But he’s seen the fruits of Trump’s administration.  



We named this file “preconception”.   We shouldn’t have preconceptions about stuff or we may likely be proven wrong.  Neil Savera announced it as an absolute law that no object in the universe can travel faster than the speed of light.  The trouble is if you have black holes in this universe they will accelerate objects faster than the speed of light.  Also, scientists tell us that the rate of expansion of the universe is constantly accelerating.   Now if you were in a race car and you floored it but you had a governor on your engine that caused you to stop accelerating at 95 miles per hour most of us would think that was really flying.  But for a race car that would be crawling along the track.  As you know I think we had installed the other day some governor or something that limits the water pressure in the sink past a certain point.   Then we have the question as to whether the “soul” is immortal or mortal.  You would think theologians would have solved this question but they haven’t.   You know that parable of the workers in the vineyard that Jesus told?  Well, it may be that it’s a mute point as to whether the first workers or the last workers got paid a fair amount.  Because it could be that Nobody has gotten paid yet!  And it’s been two thousand years and they and us are all still waiting for some resurrection.  I think it may be presumptuous to state definitively whether we are “Saved” or not.  Just this morning I thought “Well I’d like to end all of these arguments with God I’ve been having.  I just claim Christian salvation with Jesus in my heart.  Therefore I’m saved and we’re all of one accord with nothing to argue about.  God answered me.  He said “It just doesn’t work that way”.  I have had a sense of doom both with the impeachment hearings and also all of these political ads by democrats now.  I have this feeling of doom that something is going to come along in a couple of weeks to short circuit the whole process.   I hope and pray that I’m wrong. 

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